heyy there:]wow it's been liek forever since i've written in herene wayzzzzz school starts in like 5days!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOOO YEAH IM REALLY NOT THAT NERVOUS THOUGH...CUZ LIKE IM ON THE SAME TEAM AS LLIKE EVERYONEEE AND SAMS IN FRICKINNNNN ALLL OF MY CLASSES MINUS LIKE 2=]SOOO YEAH.lately i've been hanging out with kristen & frankie..ik big change..but like idk there really nice n i never thought i would ever like krist until now..shes like one of my closest friends..hmm annd sam u mite ask...?well yep shes still my 1 best friend.no worries..although this summer was so crazy we got through it alright...sooo i just woke up =]lol annnd im superrrrr bored....i think i mtie h.o with frankieeee today?but idkk..ne wayz nothinnnn else to rite soooo buh bye

ily

hey loves well i decided i wanted to rite in here..wow its been a while since i've written in here and lately my life has been pretty boring nothing much has happened the only exciting thing that happened was this big gossip thing that was goin round school lol its wat keeps me alive gossip rumors nd drama..so ne wayz who do i like??no idea but realii idc rite now...uhmm what else this weekend i went to the dance;;fourwheeling;;nd my aunts so yeah pretty fun i guesss...sam nd lucas are awesomeand im  doing great lately justa lovin life i totally failed my two tests in science nd math n i thought i was gona Ace 'em!!!!!ugh i was sooo mad...me nd sam started a notebook thing yeah cuz were cool like that u know it lol jp...yeah my sis gotta python!!reallii scary nd danny sed its gona be as tall as me which would be 4'9!!!!yikes!im keepin my door closed @ nite..scary so yeah g2g love ya

x3emz

hey guyz well just really really quick...all that has happened since i last wrote to ya guyz well not much uhmm idk me and brandon are def. done for good im pretty sure this time..and well thursday im goin campin with just me chels and daddy yay!!!!finally!!!!and yeah well...my momys gettin surgery fridayim realy really scared!!!n yeah nothin much left to say i g2g potti sam and kinz call me friday!!!!love ya guyz!!!

muah!

x3em

I.Want.A.Boy.That….

tells me he thinks I’m beautiful.Will play with me in the rain..or just sit and listen to it with me. Will sing to me whether he can do it well or not.Will sit under the stars with me looks at me with love & admiration in his eyes, not embarrassment when I do something crazy or stupid. Wipes away my tears, especially if he’s the one that caused them. Draws me pictures even if he’s not the best artist. Writes me cute notes, just because he knows it’d make me smile. Gets me flowers for no special occasion, just because he knows I love them. Kisses me softly. will teach me things he likes to do, or sports he likes to play. Apologizes, then kisses me hard & won’t let go when I’m mad at him…because he knows I’ll forgive him. Will make me a mixtape of songs we both like…and songs that hint at how he feels about me. will buy me 25 cent rings out of gumball machines. Will tell me I’m adorable when I’m wearing pjs without any makeup on. Offers his jacket to me when I’m cold.Let’s me worry about him, sometimes Gives me his old hoodies that he doesn’t wear anymore..or doesn’t mind if I keep. Let’s me buy him things Tells me I’m unlike any other girl he knows.Tells his friends I’M UNLIKE ANY OTHER GIRL HE KNOWS makes me promises & keeps them. accepts my past & the things I have done. Plays with my hair. doesn’t yell at me, cuz he knows it scares me kisses me on the cheek or forehead from time to time holds my hand, even in front of his friends. hugs me all the time has a nickname just for me. is protective over me. but respects my independence runs around barefoot with me PLAYS IN THE SNOW WITH ME PUSHES ME ON THE SWINGS will watch a "chick flick" with me and pretend to like it. Lives for the moment, & doesn’t mind being spontaneous surprises me is crazy about me. will listen to my dreams, tells me his dreams. is tough on the outside, but a hopeless romantic on the inside((or on the outside)) will listen to my fears & reassure me I have nothing to worry about. doesn’t mind laying around all day doing nothing with me. will wake me in the middle of the night by throwing rocks at my window & talk with me until the sun comes up. always walks me to my door loves when I sing to him..even if it’s not good. Loves my individuality. is an individual himself. refers to me as ‘his girl.’ let’s me cry on his shoulder…literally. Will make me laugh & smile endlessly. Let’s me take pictures gives me butterflies understands it may be awhile before I trust him, and it’s not his fault that I will fall in love with & he won’t tell me he loves me until he means it and when he does love me, it will be for who I am.

thats soo cute!!!

ne wayz what up nmh jc with my sammy and talkin to lucas on the phone he loves her soo much lol. so yeah this weekend has gone really good sams party was pretty cool idk not the best but it k and yeah idk im so confused rite now idk if like i like brandon or not ugh i d k y i cant stop thinkin bout him ugh this frickin sucks bye